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I did not watch it yet because I am waiting for the first episode to be published, but I will be so embarrassed after all. The anticipation is something that has been building up inside me for a while now. I have seen the trailers, read the discussions, and even checked out a few theories online. Yet, despite all this excitement, I have decided to wait. It is not just about patience-it is about preparing myself for the experience, for the emotions, for the reactions, and ultimately, for the embarrassment that I know will come.
Waiting for something to be released is a unique experience. It creates a mix of emotions-excitement, curiosity, and a little bit of anxiety. I know that once the first episode is out, I will no longer have the luxury of wondering what it will be like. Instead, I will be thrown into the reality of the show, and that is when things will get complicated. The reason I say I will be embarrassed after all is that I know myself too well. I know how emotionally invested I can get in a series. Once I start watching, I might find myself reacting in ways that I cannot fully control.
Perhaps the embarrassment will come from my overreaction to certain scenes. I have a tendency to get too immersed in what I watch. If there is a shocking twist, I might gasp out loud. If there is a sad moment, I might get emotional. And if there is something truly amazing, I might even find myself replaying the scene multiple times just to absorb every detail. Watching alone is one thing, but if I am around other people, I know I will try to hold back my emotions, only to fail miserably.
There is also the possibility that the embarrassment will come from how much I talk about the show afterward. Whenever I get into something new, I have this habit of wanting to discuss it endlessly. I will start analyzing the characters, breaking down every little detail, and searching for hidden meanings in the dialogue. Before I know it, I will be sending long messages to my friends, trying to convince them to watch it as well. Some of them will understand my enthusiasm, but others might find it a bit excessive. And that is where the embarrassment kicks in-when I realize I have gone too far, when I recognize that not everyone shares my level of obsession.
Another reason for the embarrassment might be my expectations versus reality. Right now, as I wait for the first episode, I have a certain image in my head of what it will be like. Maybe I have built it up too much. Maybe I have created an idea so perfect that the real thing cannot possibly match it. If I end up disappointed, I will feel embarrassed for having placed so much hope in something that did not live up to my standards. If I end up loving it too much, I will feel embarrassed for how deeply it affects me. Either way, there is no winning.
And then there is the possibility that the embarrassment will come from binge-watching. I might tell myself that I will watch only one episode, just to see how it is. But if it turns out to be amazing, I know what will happen next. One episode will turn into two, then three, then an entire season in one sitting. The moment I realize how many hours I have spent watching, I will feel a mix of regret and embarrassment. How did I let myself get so consumed? How did time pass so quickly? It is an all-too-familiar cycle, yet I fall into it every single time.
Despite all this, I know I will eventually watch it. The curiosity is too strong to resist forever. I will press play, I will immerse myself in the story, and I will go through every emotion I just described. And yes, I will be embarrassed after all. But maybe, just maybe, that is part of what makes the experience so special.
